Well, my second semester at
Pacific University has flown by. But, looking back, I guess there were a lot of accomplishments. Say what you want about MFA programs, this whole school thing is really paying off for me.

In the last five months I completed twelve two-page commentaries from the twenty-five books I read (some of the better commentaries I posted on this site). I learned a lot about subtlety from Stuart Dybek and David Long. Charles Baxter taught me how to uniquely use tension and I just devoured Mark Helprin's lyricism in
Ellis Island and Other Stories. I enjoyed reading Borges'
Labyrinths because it pushed me to thinking more about the inner-working of stories, the deeper questions about what it means to be a writer and enjoyed re-reading Kafka's
Metamorphosis, this time looking at how setting can create and alter mood. Alice Munro and John Updike taught me a bit about the good type of telling with their narratives and I learned one thing that really irks me about Tobias Wolff is how he uses irony to mask emotion.
All of these authors, of course, influenced my own short fiction, though I'm not sure if I fully understand how yet. I can see a lot of Dybek peaking through. I completed about sixty pages worth of writing: twenty-seven pages of new work and thirty-three pages of revisions. Three new short stories and three major revisions that I think are pretty well on their way.

I learned a lot about my process this semester. Before I started the program I was growing bored with my stories and needed something to shake them up a bit. I started to write stories I wouldn't normally write, stories that I found weird but that shook me up and made me excited. This semester I started out writing stories that dealt with fear. I enjoyed writing these weird, scary stories and learned a lot from them in the process but I have to say, looking back, they just simply aren't up to the standards I set for myself. They're not my best work. However, towards the middle of the semester I strayed from this path and received encouragement from my peers and my adviser about these new stories. I guess I learned that sometimes it's wise to follow my instincts, but not cement myself to them.

I also learned a lot about self-editing and revision this term. I now know how long I need before I should pick up a story and revise, which has been extremely important for me. It’s been great working with
Pete Fromm. His comments were invaluable: very honest, frank and specific. His suggestions were always so good. It felt like cheating sometimes, but not really because when I tried his route the story would open up for me and I have to take it from there. Pete had the instinct to know when to tell me a story is suffering, to tell me to let go the leads and follow where the characters want to go. He also had great advice on writing groups and process. He pushed me and my writing to the point where I was physically strangling and hugging the pages. It was a good semester!
Now to work on prepping for my exciting essay semester, yikes, I better get cracking.